Sunday, September 4, 2011

Fall 2011

Well, summer goes by just too quickly. I have had some health problems this summer. We still are not sure what they are. Unfortunately, I have not been able to make it out to enjoy much of the summer. Im still working at mediconnect. I have tried to find a job as a Social Worker, but just cant  seem to get one. 
Jacob has finally completed all his school work. Now we are starting the ever fun job search for him as well. It is really hard to look seriously when we are not sure where or when we will be able to move.
Sara is very involved with everything again this year. She is student body executive secretary. She is Vice President of speech and debate. She is involved with Drama, FFA, and seminary. It is only 2 weeks in to school, and she is making us exhausted already. I am very proud of her though. This week she stood up for her values. She has been ridiculed and ostercized by some people for it, but she still stayed strong.
Jessica is in high school this year. Right before school started her best friends dad was killed in an idustrial accident, and that was hard on Jess. She is doing okay. She has sure grown since we have moved her. She is no longer a little girl. She finished her first quilt this summer. She is always trying to do kind things for other people.
Sometimes, I feel stuck here. I want to be on my own again. I am very grateful for my mother putting us up. But really miss being our own family. There is a reason for everything.  There is a reason I am still here. I just wish i knew what it was. Oh well, C'est la vie!
Hope everyone is having an amazing Fall. I look forward to seeing our deer family again. I have missed them this summer. Not looking so forward to the snow and cold. But I will find beauty in it when it comes.